FINALLY

I have finally found my muse, my inspiration, and my thoughts! I have finally been able to sit down and write the beginning of a story; something I haven't been able to do in a very long time. It's actually coming along quite well and I am very proud of myself for being able to get back into writing after a while of nothingness and no inspiration.

Happiness

Just finished watching The Holiday. It actually made me feel feelings I haven’t opened up in years. I also came upon the decision that I’m actually suck and tired of seeing happy endings in movies. Yeah, j get it, it’s a romantic comedy, but what happens when the romance of the comedy dies? What can we do about that? Nothing in the real life happens like they do in the movies. It especially bothers me when they try to relate the main broad to everyday women…but…what is this? OH GOLLY GEE she fell in love with the most obvious person of all: the best friend or the best enemy OR even the least suspecting person…the opposites attract theory. “Fuck the whole love thing.” is something I wish I could say genuinely.

Been so Long

It's been a whirlwind of lust, drama, laughs, and tears these past five months I haven't written. Too much has went down, and I was able to actually almost "find myself".