Rainy Days

It's such a tired day for me. I'm feeling so nostalgic today. I can't erase the memories from my mind. Sundays and Mondays remind me too much of what had been and every other day reminds me of it too. The urge to make communication now is heightened and I wish I could just get a clear answer to my questions. My birthday's next Wednesday and I just came to realize this last night while looking at the calender. 


I made an alternate identity...sounds crazy, I know but I was bored and fucked up Friday night and decided to buy a wig. I'm the one in grey. 


The way I'm sitting right now is making me feel awkward. It's like I'm sliding, as if I were on a slope, but I'm sitting in my bed.


My dreams lately have been so vivid and so complex that I don't know what to even make of them. The story it tells is so scary yet the reality of it all is so peaceful for some reason. 


Be Peaceful. Be Free.